***This was for an assignment for my Brit Lit class. We had to copy a genre style that we were studying. If you want to catch all the subtle Medieval nuances go find the tale of Pwyll on the internet.<---super easy to do.:) BJ says my wee tale is fine on its own two feet...if you don't mind a bit of weird and unexplained(<---seriously, go look up Pwyll.:). Also as a last note, this tale has found a tender part of my heart so be kind in your comments. I know that I am not a professional writer by ANY MEANS.
The Long, Lost Tale of Derwyndell
by Clair
by Clair
Once upon a time there lived a noble man by the name of
Derwyndell. He was the kindest man in
the land, but he was very unhappy. He
had no need of being unhappy for indeed he was blessed with a strong back, and
through his hard labors he had built himself up a little piece of land. By making friends with his neighbor, he had
also found in his neighbor’s daughter, a strong, fine country maiden to be his
wife. For a wedding present he had been
given one fine cow, and by hard work in the fields had been able to barter some
grain for two little, brown milking goats.
He had made his way in the world quite profitably, and yet Derwyndell
was unhappy with his lot in life.
There was another man in the land called Brudwyll. He was a
great man who owned vast lands. Derwyndell
saw Brudwell and all the many servants and friends who surrounded him and helped
him be happy. Brudwell had a beautiful
wife who was known throughout all the lands round about as the most lovely,
most courteous, most devoted woman to her husband. Brudwell owned one hundred horses of the
shiniest black, he owned numerous cows, chickens, and pigs of all varieties. His
castle was strong and ready for battle against the enemy and grand enough for rooming
all his friends at a feast. To
Derwyndell he was the happiest and most blessed man he could think of.
One day Derwyndell was out, as usual, working hard in the
fields when he thought he saw his two goats out of their pen walking toward the
woods. Alarmed at watching what little
wealth he had walking away, he ran toward them to try and catch them. Deeper and deeper into the forest he
ran. Soon he saw that the night was
growing dim and the woods were growing darker.
With only the thought of his two precious milking goats Derwyndell ran
on. For two little goats they seemed to
not ever tire of running. On and on they
ran. Soon the light began to grow bright
again and Derwyndell left one moment for thinking how strange that was. He ran
on. Ahead he saw a fork in the
road. Derwyndell began to panic as he
picked up speed to catch the naughty goats before they each took a different
fork. With one mighty leap, using every
last ounce of stretngth he had left from running for hours and hours, Derwyndell stretched out his arms to the
farthest they could go and missed the goats by a mere wit. Devastated,
Derwyndell saw them each take a different fork in the road and he ran after the
fattest and hopefully the slowest.
With more determination than ever
and with despair in his heart over the loss of at least one goat, he ran
on. While running with the strength of a
lost man, his head began to be filled with thoughts of all that he had never
had in his life up to this point. The
lands he was not born with, and the horses and servants. His time was not even his own as he had to
work day and night to keep his meager life going, especially with the added
weight of taking care of a wife. Tears
began to glisten in his eyes as he ran and ran.
If Derwyndell had been paying
attention to more than his thoughts he would have noticed that the goat was now
nowhere to be seen. He would have also
noticed how the leaves on the tree were so green one might call them blue. In fact they were blue. Blue and velvety soft. The branches and trunks were so white they
were almost silvery in the moonlight. All was quiet, except for the panting of
Derwyndell and the silent sobs that broke out when he could take it no more and
fell to the earth.
When Derwyndell’s sobs quieted to
hollow breathing he finally looked up and realized he was sitting in a clearing
bright with moonbeams. At first he
thought he was alone. He could hear
nothing but the wind. Then he listened
deeper and noticed that birdsong was beginning to reach the meadow. He looked in front of him and saw his two
goats walking toward him. Mesmerized by
his good fortune, Derwyndell did not move. Then he noticed that behind the
goats was a man. A mighty man who seemed
to glow. His beard was a rich brown and
full and long. His Robes were also a
rich brown and flowing about him in many layers. The embroidery upon his mantel was the most
delicate and exquisite that Derwyndell had ever before seen. Even Brudwyll could not boast of such
accouterments as these. The man held a
long staff before him and as he approached, Derwyndell thought he had never
seen a man so mighty, so prosperous, and so wise looking as this man.
The goats came to a stop beside
Derwyndell and then the man came to a stop and looked at Derwyndell with
piercing eyes.
“Why hast thou come to this wood?” His
deep voiced boomed as quietly as a tree falling in a distant wood.
“My goats ran into the forest and I
hastened to catch them.”
“Are they so precious that thou
couldst not replace them with other goats?”
“My lord, I am but a humble man, and
must work very hard to have just these goats. They are precious to me.”
“Is thy work so very difficult and
wearisome? What good do these goats
bring to thy house?”
“My good lord, they bring extra milk
which I can sell to my neighbors.”
“Dost not thy cow give thee enough
milk? Why work so hard to improve thy lot
by so little?”
“Faith, I am not content with what I
have, and I desire the good things in life that every man should have.”
“Truth thou sayest.” Though the lord
did not clarify his meaning, and Derwyndell came away with quite the wrong one.
The great lord continued,
“Derwyndell, for I do know thy name, thou hast come into the forest looking for
two brown goats. Thou hast been
discontent with thy lot in life. I shall
now show thee the way to what thy heart seeks.
If I show thee how to do that wilt thou be content with what thou shalt receive?”
“If my lord canst show me the way to
my heart’s desire, I shall indeed be content when it has been fulfilled.”
“Thou sayest well, Derwyndell. In a year and a day meet me again here in
this clearing. “
“How shall I find my way?”
“In a year and a day thou shalt let thy
goats loose into the woods. Follow them
and they shall lead thee to this clearing where I shall meet thee with due
instruction. Do not ever kill these two goats, or thy doom shall be
sealed. Should they become sick thou
must nurse them to health with every breath of thy body. ”
“I shall meet my lord in a year and
a day in this clearing.”
Derwyndell knelt down to seal his
vow, and when he looked up the mighty lord was gone. In amazement Derwyndell pulled a string from
his mantel and tied the two goats, one on each end, and led them home. The walk was a short one for how much he had
run that day. His wife met him at the
door and looked at him with wonder that his face did shine so. Saying nothing, he penned up the goats and
asked for his supper.
And so Derwyndell kept his troth for
a year and a day. In the meantime his wife
had given birth to a child, a young son.
Derwyndell was pleased to have a son to take on his name when he would
someday leave the earth. The neighbors
all rejoiced and the wife was enormously pleased.
One night the baby was very sick. Derwyndell’s wife neglected
everything in the home to look after the wee son. Derwyndell looked on with worry as well, as
the child got sicker and sicker. He went
out to the animal shed to check on the animals to help him take his mind off
his worry. With alarm ever rising, Derwyndell
realized that his goats were lying prostrate on the ground, shaking all their
limbs in a fever. All thoughts of his
son left him as he thought of what might be lost if the goats died. The son reached a crisis point and the wife
called for her husband to come back into the house, but he would not leave the
goats.
By the morrow, the son’s illness had passed and he was out of
danger. The goats too had made it
through the evening and were on the mend.
The wife could not believe that her husband had not helped her in her
vigil with their only son. Derwyndell
said nothing, feeling that his choices had been merited by all they would soon
have with the great man’s aid.
The son grew strong that first year and amazed all the
neighbors with words uttered profound for such a small lad. Derwyndell worked hard, and while he loved
his son, he had a hard time thinking much on him as he worked day and night to
make better their lives.
When the time came for Derwyndell to go into the wood he led
the goats to the forest edge and followed them in. Soon the goats picked up their speed, though
they seemed to go no faster. Derwyndell
began to run and run. He ran until his
lungs burned and his feet blistered. His
hair streamed with sweat, and his mouth ran dry. When he could go no further he
fell to the ground feeling his doom upon him as the goats ran ahead and were
gone.
When Derwyndell opened his eyes he noticed the leaves above
him were so green that they seemed to be blue.
They were blue, and so velvety soft.
Their branches shone in the moonlight like silver. A light from the south finally distracted him
and he looked over his shoulder into a clearing. With energy afresh he leaped up and into the
clearing. Sure enough, there were his
two goats and the man.
“By my faith good lord, I thought I had failed you.”
“Derwyndell, thou hast found me again in the forest. How hast thy year gone?”
“I kept the goats well my lord, and have worked as hard as
ever so as to be worthy of this great gift of your wisdom.”
“Hast nothing else occurred of importance this last year?”
“By my faith lord, I cannot think of anything else. The goats
were very ill one evening, but I kept my vigil. I am ready to begin to learn
how to make my life better so I may be content.”
With a hint of sorrow in the great man’s deep, brown eyes, he
took a deep breath and said, “Derwyndell there are 100 lessons thou must learn
to gain all that thou desirest. Every year a day from now thou shalt meet me
here and learn one lesson to master in the next year and a day.”
With despair pouring from every fiber of Derwyndell, he
swallowed deeply, and with drawn limbs whispered, “But my lord, I am already in
my thirtieth year. How shall I learn all
these lessons? Surely I will die before
I do.”
“I shall grant thee a special gift to aid thee
Derwyndell. I shall make it so that as
long as thou keepest these goats alive thou shalt live forever. Thou shalt never grow one bit greyer or leaner. Thou shalt live as the Gods and learn and
gain all that thou desirest.”
“My lord! How wondrous!”
The great man went on to tell Derwyndell his first lesson. At
the end of the hour Derwyndell knew it by heart, and they left vowing to meet
again in a year and a day. Through the whole journey back home, Derwyndell
marveled at his great fortune.
The year passed and Derwyndell’s coins began to
increase. The neighbors marveled and whispered
their thoughts. They had no idea how Derwyndell could gain such wealth. Was he not but a poor man? He had no wealthy relatives. Had he met someone who had been a benefactor? Had he perchance saved someone in the wood
and had been greatly rewarded? Their
thoughts also turned darkly. Had
Derwyndell killed a man for his gold?
Were his dealings not so honest as they had aforethought?
Derwyndell’s wealth grew and grew. He spent many evenings digging in his
field. The neighbors thought he was
planting seeds, and thought, “How superstitious our friend Derwyndell is growing,
to plant by the light of the moon.”
Derwyndell was not planting seeds, though; he was burying his great
wealth. He thought of very little that
year except for his gold coins and silver, and his goats. He thought, “What a wonderful man am I. How happy my family must be when I bring home
so much wealth.” His wife at first marveled, and then worried. Derwyndell no longer came in to sleep with the
family every night. Perhaps once a month
she could convince him to leave his field-wandering vigil for one night and
spend some time at home. Surely, with so
much gold and silver they could enjoy more time in each other’s company. And every man needs his sleep at night, or
else he will fall ill. But Derwyndell
did not fall ill. In fact he grew
mysteriously strong. His son was also
growing, though not too much in stature as he was still quite young. In words, though, he was increasing
daily. His father could neither read nor
write, nor could his mother, but the son could do both without being taught. He could also sing, and often sat at his
mother’s knee singing beautiful songs that made the birds want to join, as they
often did.
At the end of the year and a day Derwyndell left for the
woods with his goats. He was strong and
had a purpose about him that the neighbors noticed as he walked past and into
the woods.
Again Derwyndell chased his goats, this time he was a little
less exhausted. He had prepared a bit
more. Indeed he had spent a year and a
day thinking of this day and preparing for it.
He had his wife make for him shoes that had double soles of thick
leather. He had his wife make him
clothes that were light and airy so as not to impede his swift journey. Still there came a point where the goats,
untiring in their speed, left Derwyndell behind, panting in their dust trails.
He gasped for air, and finally when he could look about him
without sweat pouring into his eyes he saw the leaves and the bark of the trees
around him and quickly scanned for the clearing that he knew was near. The goats
and the great man were waiting.
“Good morrow Derwyndell, how hast thy year been with thy
family?”
“By my faith great lord, we have buried enough gold and
silver to build an entire castle out of just those two things, with rooms
enough to hold all the great lords of the land.”
“Indeed Derwyndell?
And no other wondrous things have been happening in thy life this last
year?”
“I cannot think of anything my lord.”
With a breath of sadness lingering in those deep, dark brown
eyes, the great man taught Derwyndell the second lesson. As the birds ended their nightsong the two
men parted with a vow to meet in a year and a day.
The next year passed swiftly with many goings on. Derwyndell’s fame and fortune had spread to
the great lords of the land and he began to be invited to hunts and
gatherings. He spent almost all his time
up at the Lord Brudwyll’s castle. Now
having several times met the Brown Lord in the wood, Derwyndell looked on at
Lord Brudwell, and thought what a less significant man he actually was. He really was nothing much special.
Derwyndell had kept his youthful good looks, in fact he had
largely improved them since he had begun meeting in the wood with the Brown
Lord. Everyone marveled at his manly
body. Derwyndell’s head began to swell
with the good views of everyone around him.
Indeed, not everyone, as all his neighbors whom he had known for years
and decades had begun to mistrust him.
He never helped out on the farms as he used to. He left his wife and growing son alone for
days and nights on end. The only thing
he seemed to care about was the gold he had, his new friends in court and his
goats. Indeed, the neighbors had begun
to talk about the mystique surrounding Derwyndell and his two goats. He was never without them, and even on a hunt
would carry them with him on his horse in a strangely fashioned
contraption. The ladies of the court
thought Derwyndell vastly amusing, and so different than their own Lords. His wife worried.
His son looked on and seemed to understand something that
Derwyndell did not. His speech and song
continued to grow and even though the neighbors and his mother thought him of
great mind and soul, Derwyndell did not take more than a moment’s notice.
The years went on and Derwyndell continued to care for his goats
and make his vigil to the forest. He did
not grow older, though his family did.
After he made his name known in court he dug up his gold and built the
most amazing and beautiful castle ever known to man. It was the strongest, most
fortified castle anyone had ever seen.
There was a large room in the middle for gatherings and festivals and
feasts, but no extra chambers, except those for his small family, to hold any
guests over night. Derwyndell had grown
in fame, but had lost most of his friends and really did not care to have
friends anyways, since having people think well of him in a public way was more
important than people thinking he was wonderful outside of fame and fortune.
His wife grew old, as did his son. His son grew strong and handsome. He could read and write and wrote many
important books for his time on kindness and hard work. Those who knew him and his father marveled
how such a son could be. His mother
looked on with pride and sadness. He was
her only son, an amazing son, but her only joy.
Derwyndell did not understand his wife.
He could not see how she could be so unhappy with all they had. Had he not done and gained almost everything
they could wish for?
The years passed, and on the 50th meeting of the
great man and Derwyndell, the great man querried, “Derwyndell, thou art getting
close to knowing all that I know. Thou
hast amassed a great deal of wealth and property. Art thou any closer to finding contentment?”
“Indeed lord, I have amassed much of what my heart
desired. There is still more to learn,
though, and I vow to learn it.”
The great man stood taller, and asked, “Derwyndell, hath
anything besides thy wealth and property grown in the last year?”
Derwyndell looked puzzled.
He had lost the power to think of anything besides his wealth and goats.
He thought of his castle and servants.
He thought of his 5oo horses, 1000 cows, 2000 goats, 1500 chickens, 3500
pigs. He thought of his silks, and
linens. He thought of how many people
respected him as a great lord of the land.
He thought of the fleets of ships he had commissioned to build, and the
journeys across the many waters he was to take in the following years. Short trips of course, so that he could come
back to the woods in due time for this annual meeting. Indeed all his plans usually worked around
this annual meeting.
“If anything lord, the only other thing that has grown is my
discontent. By gaining more wealth and
knowing more people I am learning how much more there is in the world, and I
want to know it all.”
The great man drew his sword and chopped a tree down.
“Derwyndell I shall tell thee a great secret. Thou hast more
in thy castle than thou art aware. The
next lesson is to find that which thou hast not known that has been there
always.”
Perplexed Derwyndell made his annual vow to return in a year
and a day. The next year he made a list of all that was in the castle: every shoelace, every bonnet. It took a year exactly to get it all
down. At the end of the year he looked
in despair at his list. He had every
servant look at the list and confirm that there was nothing he did not know was
there a year ago. Not a mouse had been
found, not a piece of lint over a week old.
In deeper despair and without much explanation, he took the list to his
wife who had been taught to read by her son.
She looked up from her bedclothes.
She was quite old by now, almost 80 by the sun’s rising and
setting. She called for extra candles to
be lit and the curtains flung open so that she could see the carefully scribed
lists better. She went over every item,
not understanding why her husband was in such despair to find some thing he did
not know they had. Finally she asked him
what she had been longing to ask for their entire marriage. She had been meek
and trusting, though she had seen such a change in the man she had
married. So long ago he had been hard
working and honest. They were poor, but
she thought they had been happy and that the future had seemed bright. Now he was still hard working, but never
home. Their family had been an estranged
one, with hardly any spoken word between them.
She had been faithful, as had he, but only in the sense that he had no
other love but fame and fortune and the two little brown goats. How those goats could have lived so long, she
did not know.
With a quiet voice she asked, “Why is this so important
husband? Why art thou so despairing to find something lost when thou hast so
many other things. Indeed thou hast
enough things to fill five volumes of books.
Thou hast servants, and vassals, and this castle made of gold and
silver. Thou hast horses, and animals
enough to serve several villages. Thou
hast a wife who has been faithful and a son who is intelligent and is wondrous
in thought and deed. What more couldst thou desire? Why canst thou not be content?”
Derwyndell told his wife the tale he had never told her. He had never thought to tell her before.
Indeed Derwyndell had never thought of many important things outside his desire
for contentment, which is why he never found it. After speaking to his wife he went to
bed. He woke up the next day and
followed his goats into the woods. His
neighbors, long dead, watched from Aryndell.
His wife, back in the castle, called for her clothes and a horse.
She was carefully clothed in purest silver garments. They hung about her form like weeping
willow. Her hair was plaited in a circlet-like
crown most glorious. Her bright blue eyes shone deep with clarity and
purpose. She seemed to transform in front
of her servants eyes into the most wise and virtuous woman they had ever laid
eyes on.
She mounted her steed with strength. She calmly set out, though the horse swiftly
moved with hoof-sounds of rain and thunder. She passed Derwyndell in the wood,
and he marveled at such a grand lady alone in the forest. He had no thought that his wife was the lady
clad in silver, like a white queen shining in the sunshine, though he thought, “Moonlight
would become her best.”
When at last exhausted and despairing he fell into the
clearing, he saw the maiden. Or he saw
the light around what he thought was a maiden and her steed, so bright was she
shining. He shielded his eyes and tried
to speak but the light impeded his words.
They waited.
The light continued to blaze.
The shadows around him grew as the sun began to set.
Stars arose slowly one by one.
All was quiet and still in the forest.
The moon rose as big as the known world and milky white with
the most brilliant moonshine.
The lady’s brilliance seemed to grow brighter and softer at
the same time.
As Derwyndell tried to see without becoming blind, he noticed
a hand touch his shoulder. He turned
around and saw the Brown Lord. As the
Brilliant Lady was now behind him all her light shone on the Brown Lord and he
was also brilliant. He was still clothed
all in Brown, but in the Lady’s light they also had a white look about
them. They were both brown and white at
the same time.
“Derwyndell, didst thou find what thou hadst and did not
know?”
“No lord, I have indeed failed in that quest though I took
great pains to mark down every tiny and great thing I owned.”
The lady moved behind Derwyndell and a million doves flew
from every branch of every tree surrounding the clearing.
Derwyndell turned and saw his wife, Brethwyllin. She was
glorious. Her virtue was bright,
brighter than the sun. Her beauty shone
in a way he had never noticed. He realized in that moment that he had never
noticed, for he knew in that moment that she had been that way the whole
time. Inside herself she had been that
brilliant, that faithful, that wise, that good, that everything he needed.
He left the forest. He
went to his castle. The road was
long. He penned his goats, and began his
vigil for the next year and a day.
Years later when he reached his 100th lesson he was
old and young. His hair was still
brown. His son was now quite old. Indeed his son was on his deathbed about to
die of a long and happy life surrounded by grandchildren and great grandchildren. The Brown Lord met Derwyndell for the last
time. And when he returned all was gone
and forgotten and tarnished and old. He
buried his goats and took up a new pilgrimage for Aryndell.